Trapped.

Too often I find myself wondering, “What’s wrong with me?” It seems the more sense I speak to my conscience, the more I exhibit self-destructive behaviors. And the cycle, tried and true, leaves me critical and hopeless. My prayers go up, and my life remains at a standstill. Going through the motions as a community college student, because I know I’m capable of much more. I feel trapped in my mind because I can’t share my feelings with the rather mediocre individuals I’ve come to know and love. I appreciate my friendships, sure, but most of my girlfriends don’t share the same hunger and passion for knowledge and success that I do. Soo..what to do?